Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Even in my eyes, the situation yesterday was really too absurd to even think what will become of it. With conversations exchanged for over 2 days in a row on topics far beyond what I would have covered...a territory no one dared to walk it through. The actions both on our part are to be pondered upon. If it crosses way beyond, what do you think I ought to do? Just when I thought it was over and left the old back there, I am faced with an entire new situation. It's not like I didn't expect it to happen...but I've succumbed to it.

I've no stamina right? I feel really strange.

I can't believe I closed the conversation down and backed away from lappy...it's not like I'd have to do what I ought to do. It was not like the time when I would love to sit around and wait for your reply. It was more like I want to step away from the stuffiness that started to reach beyond what I deem as comfortable. Say...isn't being stuffy uncomforting?

On the other hand, I really didn't expect him to do what he did...and the thoughts that ran through his mind. He must have been really depressed and desperately needs an outlet. I truly cannot offer more than I can right now.

Tell me...what's going on? This semester is full of odd occurrences...