Friday, February 04, 2011
Happy Lunar New Year, everyone!!

I am going to trust my instincts and just stop right there (:
Trial and error on a delicate situation is just telling you straight in the face that you are simply playing your luck. Whether you are lucky or not is determined by the level of experience and judgement you set them out to be. With my take, I am going to soften the suspicion and just let things flow~ It's a matter of giving it up. Heheh.

This lunar new year is one event I will never forget and treasure it for the next 2 years to come. No one knows how much this long duration of separation and not meeting up regularly can change every single one of us. Sometimes no change is all good and well, but on the other hand, it just means that we have not matured in any way. Wouldn't that be a pessimistic picture? How about...we stay the same in character and personality but changed in our maturity, in better understanding ourselves. Hey wait, wouldn't that mean you have a different set of outlook of life?

Just merely mentioning - 2 years is rather short. It leaves you stumped for words. No one can really put into that person's shoes..how hard it is to be separated from a place that you dearly loved and spent most of your life in. Adapting? I have relatively accepted that life is just that fragile. Always changing and subjected to how optimistic and pessimistic you choose to look upon the situation. Pessimism is just seeking for trouble and all would say - digging your own hole. It is a simple sweet phrase we all tend to say. Practice what you preach. I believe it a lot. Friends I've encountered may miss their family loads in Singapore, embrace the whole truth and take it on themselves like it was their fault. Their sufferings that they have to leave their own comfort zone. But is it really worthy of you crying for half a year or a year?

Situational awareness. I have to work on this. I may be sensitive to a small extent. There are other things I have to sensitise myself to. Way more than what I perceive it to initially be. Takes courage to peek out of that shell. Chicken! :O